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It's Been So Long

Happy Holidays Everyone!!!

It's been a few months since I have blogged. Let me be the first to tell you that I've been so busy with transition and change in my life that blogging has been in my mind at all.

Since leaving Cybersocket I've felt a HUGE burden lifted off of my shoulders. While I still freelance for the company it feels nice not to work in the office - too much tension and fear there for me, I miss my coworkers but not the lump in my stomach I would get everyday when I would walk in. Isn't that sad? Somedays I do wake up and wish I could go grab lunch with Michelle or talk shit back and forth with Morgan... ahh, those were the days! =)

The last few months I've been busy working aththe restaurant and enjoying my new FREE life. Going to breakfast/brunch with friends, meeting new friends and even some time for some small romance, December has been a very good month, but I can't wait for 2008 to begin. Is it just me or am I the only one that things 2008 will be an amazing year? In the new year I will be starting a new job, traveling more, making more money and working around people who I respect and admire.

For those that do not know yet Collin O'Neal will be my new employer come 2008. If you've never met him well then you're missing out on knowing a genuine guy. I can say all this because I know he will likely never read my blog so its technically not considered brown nosing. Many people associate the porn industry with heavy drugs, heavy partying, escorting, and lots of fucking - and while Collin might do a lot of fucking, since I've known him I consider him a guy who is down to earth, caring, not a drug addict, and as i said earlier, a genuine sweet man! Rich Tallman, his business partner is the same exact way too, and while it may sound weird, in the year (or so) since I've known them I already consider them almost brothers to me.

A few weeks ago I attended the Bjork concert with Jason Ridge and it was a very interesting night. The Bjork concert experience was a total dissapointment... her voice was flawless but with all the money she pumps into her video you'd think that her concerts would be the same. Eh, not the case. Instead her show was pretty a flatline with spurts of excitement thrown in every 20 minutes or so... ! One of the most impressionable things Bjork has ever done was her performance in Dancer in the Dark, did you see it? If not take a look at this clip below, warning it's a very slow movie but totally worth it! The scene below is a spoiler.


What else has been going on in my life? Hmmm... well I went to Disneyland for Christmas, that was a lot of fun. I went with my brother and his best friends family (most of you know Tony.) In order to go I had to lie to my aunts and tell them I was sick. I don't think I have ever lied to my aunts so for me to lie to them was not only incredibly hard to pull off but to continue keeping. By nature I am not a good or habitual liar, in fact the only time I do lie is if it's a small tiny little white lie or if it's for a greater good.

I promise I will start blogging even more and to even write this blog has taken me a few days... yah i know i am bad!

Talk soon..

SjB

MY BIRTH - DAY!!!

This is the first time in over a week that I've had a block of time free to sit and blog... pretty amazing and it feels good.

As most of you know last Sunday was my birthday bruncheon at Saddle Ranch! After we went to WeHo to The Abbey where we sipped on martinis and mojitos for a few hours - oh, and Greg ordered a chocolate fondue for us - then we hopped over to Fiesta Cantina and Here bar, ending the night off at Canters for some Matzo Ball soup.

We were out for 11 hours partying in total... it was an amazing party filled with friends and love! Something that Sister (Josephs sister but I call her sister too... that's another story) said to me on the way to The Abbey that pretty much somes up the day is "I like drinking in the day time, I feel naughty."


To see all the pictures from my party log onto www.myspace.com/modeguy

WEDDING BELLS

Today is my friend Aj's wedding. I've known Aj for about four years now, originally meeting him at Mimi's Cafe in Long Beach! He is marrying a girl named Yassie Tran and I think she is the luckiest humanbeing because of Aj's gentleness and charm. To view their engagement video check out the video below, but if you want to see their wedding Web site log on to www.adamandyassie.com

thank you

it's amazing the way a phone call, email, myspace or text message can really make you feel special on your birthday. i am so blessed with the friends that i have surrounding me - like a shield, protecting me 24/7. To each of you that sent me any sort of communication yesterday I am so thankful for you.

xxx

SjB

QUICK UPDATE

I've been meaning to blog for a few days now, but of course with my schedule - time hardly permits me these days!

So good morning to ya'll and thank you for reading my blog. I should thank you every time I post a new thought on here, just like Angel Benton does on his blog. Have you ever listened to his blog before? Anyway, I am getting off track... check out his blog he always has something interesting to say!!!

Yesterday morning my new friend Marcy and I woke up early to go try out for the Big Brother 9 in Hollywood. The odds of us getting picked? Very slim! But it was a lot of fun to go try out for a show and even be considered... really it was!! I tried out for a MTV reality show about ten years ago and was almost selected. I think they said out of 5,000 people I made it down to the final ten, out of which they needed five people... not bad, eh?
After we tried out we swung by The Grove and then I had to get home for my family dinner at Saladang Song in Pasadena! Saladang is a Thai restaurant that actually has two locations that sit right next to each other. One is a more family dining kind of atmosphere, being very simple, looking like your average Thai restaurant. The other Saladang, called Saladang Song (Song in Thai means Two or Second, so it fits that it is called Saladang Song.) This restaurant is a architectural wonder to say the least. More for celebrations and intimate dates, it almost feels as if you're sitting in a glass greenhouse. As you enter the restaurant you instantly notice the two cemenent walls/pillars that surround you, almost as if you're in a castle. As shown the picture above the cement walls have intricate steel welding incorporated in the design. If you dine at night the reflection of the small pond glimmer on the cement walls adding a more romantic feel to the restaurant. Oh, and did I mention the food is not too shabby either? Try the Asparagus Salad if you go and the Pad Thai! The salad is warm and is served with a warm peanut dressing... so damn good!

Today is my actual birthday party brunch at Saddle Ranch on Sunset Boulevard! We are leaving in about an hour so I can't write much longer but I promise I will go into more detail tomorrow... promise!!!

Love you all... talk soon!!

UPDATE!!!!

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