Tonight I am going to sleep with my Roman Blinds open so that I can see the moonlight before I fall asleep. I also want to keep them open so I can see the sun rise in the morning. A few months ago I had no blinds to darken my room so every morning the suns warm rays would wake me up - how refreshing.
Speaking of sleep, the month of February has been a significant month for dreams. Last night was the second time I have dreamt of my mom this month. Come to think of it, I've never dreamt of my mom twice in a month. What is she trying to tell me? This is also the second consecutive dream in which my mom directly acknowledges my fathers marriage and seems to be okay with it. Is she trying to tell me that she is okay with the marriage? I think she knows that I know she is okay with it but what I am not okay with is the family and Jackie's fake personality. Is my mother telling me to get over it?
This month I've also thought about my future and who it will be with. I would be a damn liar if I didn't think about marriage, a family, children and other domestic things like that. Let's face it, I am not getting any younger - the big THIRTY is right around the corner and it has been a very long time since I dated anyone special. 
Call me crazy but I am thinking about going to a psychic about all the issues above. Do you believe in psychics? I like to think that they have some unique clairvoyance about the future and about those who have passed on. On a somewhat seperate note for anyone who was raised in Los Angeles, do you remember Kenny Kingston? He was a frequent guest on Love Line back in the mid-90s. Is he still alive? Wow, I just checked he is. During the radio talkshow his catch phrase if you will was always saying "Hello Sweet Spirit." Do you remember that? He was pretty amazing and I can tell you some pretty creepy LIVE readings he did for callers. He was (and most likely still IS) the real deal!!
Last night I ran from bar to bar with my good friend and co worker Leslie Guetler from Beckham! I ran into a lot of good friends including one special person in particular. =)
Okay, time to go to bed... let's talk tomorrow!
Sunday, February 24, 2008
SLEEP EASY???
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It's interesting you would mention sleeping by the moonlight and psychics in the same blog. It sounds like you're going through a great deal of introspection right now. The moon, in the days before Christ, was worshiped (and is still worshiped by some religions) as the female divine -- it is representative in many cultures as the source of all things internal, intuitive, emotional, introspective or psychic in nature.
I do believe in psychics but I don't believe they are necessary. I think we're our own best psychics when we look within and follow our hearts and our gut instinct or intuition, which sleeping by moonlight should actually help you with a great deal.
But you don't need a road map to get where you're going, Scott. Age is only a number and more importantly, we can't let fear be anywhere near the factors that create the force that drives us.
Trust yourself and follow yourself. You'll meet who you need to meet on the way when you're ready to meet them.
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