Sunday, March 30, 2008

PEE PEE

A lot happened last night but the high point of the night was peeing with a str8 guy. We were standing in a long line to urinate and this total str8 guy turned to me and said "hey, lets like pee together, who cares dude! i need to piss, you need to piss and so let's just drain it together.'

Saturday, March 29, 2008

PURE DICKS... KINDA

Dicks Cabaret was exactly like a pictured it - just a few more poles and chairs! Indeed we decided to go see what Dick had to offer in the desolate, mostly industrial part of Phoenix with seedy - mostly straight - strip bars on every other block of the winding barron streets. Last time I was in Phoenix I almost went with a bunch of guys but never made the trip. This time I knew I couldn't miss out on what would be a great night!

Dicks has received a lot of popularity since American Idol castoff, Mr. Hernandez, was reported have worked at the cabaret theater - perhaps thats why there were a bunch of 20-something girls there screaming and loving the lap dances given by the dozen or so strippers lurking around the hole in the wall. First off it

The setup of Dicks is a cabaret style atmosphere, when instead I thought it would be a dancing nightclub kind of place - so not the case! Instead you sit down and watch guys dance, thats it! Most of the guys were just okay but there were a few that were HOT BLOODED.

I particularly liked the guy who charged me the $20 to get into the joint - sorry no picture available. Upon further investigation I found out the door guy was a stripper there but it wasn't his night. Let me tell you this boy was a hot, slender Latin boy who had some homemade tattoos on his arm that were dissapearing quickly. He had a one of a kind smile and even though he was straight he was extremely friendly. Speaking of friendly, the dancers in the joint were so nice and welcoming. I was impressed that the dancers were pretty evenly split on the gay, straight, bisexual ratio and even if they were dancing for money, they were so friggin nice and almost comical. My favorite part of the evening was the dollar dance portion. The guys walk around and for $1 measly dollar you can get a lap dance until they change the music... this happens for about 30 minutes. I got several lap dances but the one that sticks out in my mind the most was this hunky, tattooed half latin/half white boy. He was agressive, verbal and made me feel like he was in control and I could chime in at any moment... okay, maybe that is too much info!

We took lots of pictures in front of Dicks and I will post those on my MySpace when I get back into town - I forgot my cam. If you want to know more details well ask away!!!

Friday, March 28, 2008

MAKING THE TV NEWS


WAITING FOR RICH TO GET UP TO LEAVE I SAW THIS ON THE LOCAL TEMPE NEWS... IT MADE ME GRIN, ESPECIALLY AFTER WE RAN INTO THREE LADIES WHO WORK FOR THE CITY AND HAD NO IDEA THAT THE PHOENIX FORUM WAS GOING ON - THESE LADIES WORK IN HR DIVERSITY AND DEVELOPMENT TOO WITHIN TEMPE'S CITYHALL! ANYWAY, CHECK OUT THIS VID...
http://tinyurl.com/38loqd

TEMPE: DAY 1

I've been in the Tempe area for a little over 24 hours now and I have one word to describe it: WOW!

Rich and I are floored with all the hot college studs that inhabit the area around Tempe, which shouldn't be too surprising since the Tempe is a college town, Arizona State University is the major attraction in town.

This weekend the city is a buzz with so many spectators! For one there is the Tempe Music Festival headlined by My Chemical Romance and Fergie. There is also a Arts and Crafts street festival about a block away from the loud outdoor music festival. The arts and crafts look fun, but only a few steps away (literally) is The Phoenix Forum in the amazing Tempe Mission Palms Hotel. The hotel is quite literally under lock and key - rented out for the entire weekend with security guards at every exit and entrance making sure only registered guests can come into the show. Rich and I have met severeal people on the street who are dying to get a peek inside and see what kinds of things are happening - thankfully you have me to tell you!!!

Last night when we got in we immediately met up with some of our buds from ManHunt and then went to grab some dinner at a local Urban Italian restaurant, don't
ask me what made it urban! After we trotted over to the Cybersocket party at the hotel to take advantage of the always open bar Cybersocket provides and mingle with Dustin Tyner, Mike True, Monica, Harker from AVN, the Next Door Male models and Tommy D of course - that boy is going to be the death of me! After the party we went upstairs to the str8 pool party which was pretty hot, but wasn't hot enough! We were informed of a Suite Party with live sex going on (we didn't see any) and an open bar so we hit that shiznit up - of course there were some hotties there and two hot bartenders who we had to have take off their shirt (ABOVE) and even see one of their private piercings. Adam from ManHunt is quite a negotiator with those str8 boys... I love Adam. Pictures to come later... don't worry!

Today (Friday) we woke up and went straight to the seminars and parties happening at 11 a.m.!!! The hotel is totally booked to the convention and it's nearly impossible to have to pay for food, drinks, water, alcohol, massages in the entire hotel. After some interesting seminars about future technology and pirating in the adult industry we had a few cocktails, discussed some business and then jumped in our bathing suits to go in the pool with the porn stars. Tommy D was up there with his hot friend prancing around in wet (see through) grey undies, Tommy is very lucky to have that as a friend... very HOT! And Tommy is looking svelt himself - he's lost a lot of weight to train for the AIDS Ride coming up - I will post a link later if you want to support him!

Tommy and I spoke briefly a few times today but I want to sit down and really talk to him about whats going on in his life. Wow, I can't believe its almost two years ago we met up in Phoenix and had that crazy night I shall never forget or keep reliving!!!

Now I need to rest up before we take off to the pool again at 10:30 and then go gay bar hopping with Brian Randall and the guys from ManHunt! Oh, speaking of ManHunt I have some amazing news regarding their site... stay tuned!!!

Blog More Tomorrow!!!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

TWO MORE DAYS


Two more days until I leave to Phoenix with Rich. Have you ever been to Phoenix? Eh, you're not missing too much, however it will be nice to get away for a few days and relax in the hot sun and take part in The Phoenix Forum!

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

THANK GOD FOR STUPID FOLK


Tonight (Tuesdsay) on Big Brother 9 was such a pivotal week, where one small decision could have turned the whole game upside down. I remember last year during Big Brother 8 there was also a HUGE week (probably around the same time) and I told my gym bud Kenny what should have happened to successfully boot either Evel Dick or his daughter, Danielle, out of the house. Of course I'm not in the house but if I was Dick would have been gone.

This week Adam had this chance to boot Joshuah out of the house. I don't care what Kenny or anyone else says, Josh is a huge threat and could take the game. Adam has been bombarded with so many other peoples opinions that he has no time to think for himself. Oh but then again he has a committee of Natalie and Ryan, two of the stupidest people in the house! Could you see all three of them: Moe, Larry and Curly in war? Personally, I am so happy that Josh is still in the house and I'm ECSTATIC that James is kicking arse!!!

Revenge is so sweet and James is the friggin' shite in the house. I love his determination, vindication, and vindictiveness! I also love how everyone in the house is crapping purple twinkies because he is so strong. Come on, how stupid is Adam for trying to put Sharon up thinking that chelsea gone from the house is going to weaken James determination to get back at all the scum that evicted him out the first time. James has done so much justice and rightfully so, previous houseguests would kill to be brought back in the house on a second chance lottery... wouldn't you?

I hope, I hope, I hope that the final two left in the house will be Joshuah and James, although that is not my prediction, I just feel these two men have played the game so well.

I LOVE BIG BROTHER...

Monday, March 24, 2008

HE'S BACK!!!



GUESS WHO IS TOURING THE UNITED STATES FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 17 YEARS??? I'M SO THERE... WHO WANTS TO GO????

DISTURBING DREAMS

The last two nights I've had some weird dreams starring my mom. I'm not too sure what to make of them. The first night I dreamt of her was a simple dream involving some amazingly clean bed sheets my mom and just brought home from the cleaners. I can vividly recall unfolding the sheets in my room and watching the sheets open up and look incredibly soft - almost like satin! The sheets looked as if they were too big for my bed but it didn't matter, they were clean, soft and beautiful to be frank!

The second dream I had last night confused me and gave me a sense of sadness and confusion. The dream, in short, was my mom carrying a glass of orange juice pass me as I sit watching her walk by. It was almost as if she was a waitress and I was a customer or being waited on by her. My eyes locked with hers and was silently screaming with my eyes for her to recognize me and say Hello.

THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN!

The second half of the dream was me looking at a guy shocked that he looked so much like my mother. For a few minutes it seemed as if I was stuck on the resemblence to my mother. After those few minutes, or so it seemed, I started to notice that he looked nothing like my mother. I started to pick a part all the qualities that former looked like my mother were quickly dissapearing right before my eyes.

It might sound a bit weird but I am considering going to a psychic to get a professional opinion on what my dreams mean. I rarely have dreams about my mother; sometimes only one every six months. Twice in two nights is very strange and I am curious if she is trying to tell me something (which seems unlikely since bed sheets and orange juice are obscure objects) or it's just me missing her!

I SHOULDN'T LAUGH - BUT I DID ANYWAY!

I know Ellen said that we shouldn't laugh at cheap shots at the homosexual community but in this case.... well I had to. KROQ, more specifically Kevin and Bean, are friends of the homosexual movement but love to make jokes about the gays. Watch this parody of the song "LEAN LIKE A CHOLO," instead Kevin and Bean renamed it "LEAN LIKE A HOMO!"

Saturday, March 22, 2008

IF U SWALLOW, YOU'LL ENJOY!

Last night after a slow night of work Rich and I schlepped over to MJs in Silverlake for two reasons! One was to hang and see my old friend Ari Gold. Ari and I have known each other for several years and while we didn't get to catch up too much last night it was good seeing his pretty face! If you aren't aware of Ari, check out his website and his music on iTunes. Ari has been an out and proud, queer music artist for years now! His pop music is laced with some killer R&B beats that will remind you of artists like Brandy and Babyface. There is so much talent within this boys body (literally) that its hard not to fall in love with his beautiful blue eyes and lyrics that are so written so elloquently!

We also went to check out Mario Diaz's new night called Swallow! Usually I am not all pumped when a promoter throws a new night at a club... take last weeks trip to Destination at HERE bar. Ya there were different videos and costumes for the bartenders and staff to wear but overall it was the same basic experience - BLAH! Last night, well first of all, Mario Diaz can throw a party that blows any other party promoter in the city out of the water!! I don't know Diaz at all (had one brief convo with him on the phone, nothing personal) so I am not trying to advocate his club because he's my freind. Last night the club had a great group of guys there - not the trendy kids that have started to show up on Tuesday night - looking to see and hear something different. The music was so f**king infectious I was going crazy!!! From "Glamorous Life", Brit's "Piece of Me", and some Michael Jackson samples, the deejay worked his ass of to make sure the crowd of 30-something men not only enjoyed the music but could identify with it... THANK YOU MISTER UNKNOWN DEEJAY!!!
The club also had a private backroom that patrons could enter with a gogo dancer and onlookers drinking on the patio could observe via a closed-circuit camera utilizing night vision!!! What a great evening... oh and I even found out a little bit more about the #3 *wink*!!!

Friday, March 21, 2008

DATING

I often don't talk about my sex life and personal life in this blog. Well, I don't talk about my sex life because there isn't one and my personal life (i.e. - relationships etc...) because I haven't had a relationship is quite a long time.

I have received some emails asking me if I ever date, who my last boyfriend was and who I have been 'courting' if you will. Many of you already know who my crushes are. Let me clarify crushes for you too, lets not be unclear. What I mean by crushes is they are innocent and will likely never EVER be anything else than a crush. I don't think I even have to say who my crushes are on because the people that know me understand that the few people I blush for are either: straight, taken, or live way too far, and with that ENUFF SAID!

The last person I recently dated did not end too well, of course I will keep his name private, and it left a bitter taste in my mouth. I think we can all agree sometimes our ego can get bigger than life itself at times and we need someone to feed the ego with compliments, affection, phonecalls and sometimes cute text messages to let the other person know they are being thought of... this never happened, so of course my ego was shot to shit! Most of my friends know I am not a fan of text messaging as a means of constant communication. Two of my pet peeves is when someone text messages me to cancel something or when they text message me to apologize for something. The standard "I'm Sorry" text message is so rude in my opinion and how do I know? I am guilty of it, I have done it to people in the past and when it was done to me it didn't feel so good and truly apologetic.

Am I dating someone right now? NO, I'm not. Am I talking to someone right now? Yes, I am! Although there has only been one outting and one brief encounter at his work he seems like a guy I would like to get to know more and possibly invest more time in. I think it's truly important to know if the guy you are dating is worth getting to know, don't you agree?

Okay, time to shave, let's talk later!

Thursday, March 20, 2008

9 to 5K


I happened to look at my blog counter right now and noticed that over 5,000 people have read my blog... that's impressive. It must have happened sometime today or yesterday while I was showing Rich around Long Beach aka my old hood.

Yesterday was a beautiful day at the Beach, plus I got to visit with my old (literally) friends from Long Beach. Rich and I bought 'make-your-own' burritos to Scotty I's house and we watched 9to5 starring Dolly Parton, Jane Fonda and Lily Tomlin. Have ya seen it? It's been a few years and what a treat we all had watching such a classic gay ole' movie (literally)! Speaking of Dolly, word is that this year she is going to a mentor on American Idol this season, that should be interesting!!!

FLEX


After work I decided to go over to the Rosebowl and do some maintenence running. Anna is gone for the next week so I want to make sure that when she returns I am ready to run 9.6 miles, or three times around the Rosebowl. I decided to invite my coworker Angela with me - wait, actually she has asked me to take her running on numerous occasions so I took her up on it today. She texted me while I was at work that she was going to stop by In-N-Out and then come over. Hold Up, WTF? I couldn't believe the b*tch was going to eat a frickin' hamburger before she was going to run the Rosebowl. After some coaxing from me she decided against the burger and opted for a sandwich: smart decision!

What a beautiful day it was to run - too bad Angela only lasted about five minutes running before I had to just do my own run and let her walk behind me. What a pretty run I ended up having, completing the 3.2 mile run by myself. After, Angela and I did some situps on the Rosebowl lawn. Check out my uber sexy photo above... I am so proud of myself for training for this marathon!!!

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

MARATHON BABY... I'M UP AND RUNNING A MARATHON!!!


NOVEMBER 16, 2008 IS THE FIRST EVER PASADENA MARATHON... BE THERE I WILL!!!

HAVE YOUR FUNERAL AT COSTCO?


Well not exactly! Today I was checking some television pricws out on the site and found this...Costco Funeral Services

SIX MILES AND COUNTING...

I just finished running 6.4 miles with Anna!!

Me blogging about my weekly runs reminds me of when I was training for the AIDS Marathon: Destination Honolulu back in 2002! It was such a momentous (?) experience to train with an extraordinary group of people and raise money for AIDS Project Los Angeles at the same time.

During my six month training program I kept a weekly online journal that would talk about my weekly runs. (Back then I don't think the word Blog was so heavily used or even created yet.) The Web site got deleted on accident I believe, I have tried looking for it numerous times but can never find it... it was such an awesome diary filled with lovely quotes, pictures and, of course, memories!

Anna and I are making our own memories by sharing stories, gossiping (watch out Beckham Grill) and singing almost any song we know! Today I struggled to remember the lyrics for The Golden Girls. I think in total I had to rack my brain for 15 minutes. For any gay man that is 15 minutes too long, huh? We sang Mariah, Justin, show tunes, some Madonna and The Golden Girls... oh lord we aren't running a marathon, we are running a Variety Show!

Okay, my legs are in major pain and I need to soak my ankles! Below, for your enjoyment are just some of the songs we sang today. Can you pick the ones I thought of and the songs that Anna wanted to sing aloud? LOL

GREEN TEA

CHECK OUT WHAT BOREDOM DOES TO YOU AT WORK ON ST. PATTYS DAY! Yesterday I decided to get the girls and I in the spirit of the holiday by dying our iced tea, green and wearing festive hats - WOO HOO!!! Enjoy Sally, Wendy, TanaLee and myself acting all Irish!!!

Monday, March 17, 2008

ALL CAPS... THATS WHY!!!

HAPPY ST. PATRICKS DAY! WHAT A LONG DAY... YAH I FEEL LIKE WRITING IN ALL CAPS TODAY BECAUSE TODAY WAS AN EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER. I STARTED THE DAY FEELING LAZY BUT FORCED TO GO TO WORK TO WORK A DOUBLE.

AT WORK IT WAS GOOD TO SEE FINALLY SEE SALLY. NOT SURE IF I HAVE EVER SPOKE ABOUT HER BUT SHE IS ONE AMAZING PERSON AT THE GRILL. I KNOW I CAN TRUST HER AND CONFIDE IN HER FOR JUST ABOUT ANYTHING - ACTUALLY THIS WHOLE RESTAURANT LOVES TO GOSSIP BUT HARDLY EVER REPEATS IT, THAT IS EXTREMELY RARE!

ALL DAY LONG I COULDN'T WAIT TO COME HOME AND WATCH BIG BROTHER (I MISSED LAST NIGHTS EPSISODE). INSTEAD OF STAYING HOME I WENT TO HOLLYWOOD TO CELEBRATE KIMMIE'S BDAY AT RED ROCK ON SUNSET AND HANG WITH SOME FRIENDS ON THE BOULEVARD. OH, I GOT TO SEE MY FAVORITE BARTENDER OF ALL TIME: PABLO (SEE ABOVE). HE'S ACTUALLY MY NEXT BOYFREIND... BUT HE IS STILL WITH ARMANDO SO WE HAVE TO RESPECT HIS WISHES *GRIN*!!!


SO I CAME HOME AND WATCHED A GLORIOUS, BEAUTIFUL WEBISODE OF BIG BROTHER!!! CRAZY JAMES (OUR AMATEUR PORNSTAR) GETS HIS REVENGE, IF YOU FOLLOW THE SHOW YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT! WRITERS COULDN'T HAVE WRITTEN THIS YUMMY PLOT LINE IF THEY TRIED, I LOVE THE SHOW CONSIDERING ALL THE PEOPLE IN THE HOUSEHOLD ARE RELATIVELY THE SAME AGE, LOOK ALIKE, HAVE THE SAME VIEW POINTS AND ARE BACKSTABBERS... OH YAH, WAIT THATS WHY I LOVE THIS SHOW.

OKAY TIME FOR BED, TOMORROW I WILL FILL YA IN ON #3 AND MY TRIP TO PHOENIX IN A FEW WEEKS! GOOD NIGHT AND GOOD LUCK!!!

SCOTTY

REFLETIONS AT DENNYS


Last night (Saturday) when I was blogging from bed I couldn’t even prioritize my thoughts because of all the things that were going on in my head.
Last night was a fun night even though I only had two small drinks at the beginning of the night. Yes, I cheated on what I originally thought was going to be a successful drinking drought for at least a month. I lasted in total almost 14 days… pretty impressive I think – okay maybe not.

When I got home last night from our night on the town I walked in to find a part of my sofa torn to shreds. Actually it was only one part of the cushion that JJ managed to shred with his paws or teeth. This makes the second cushion in two years that he has ruined. The first was when he was a puppy and I had just adopted him and he got into the house one night on accident while we were gone. Last night I just scratched my head as to why he did it. When I walked in he had a sad look on his face like ‘oh shit, I really am in trouble.’ I yelled at him and spanked him a few times and then sent him to my room. I have never seen JJ shake so much in my life, he was scared and sad. Seeing him that way made me a little sad too but I had to be strict and not look like I was happy… I think it worked. He laid down on the bed and right to sleep for about an hour or so. My brother came home and didn’t know I was home so he opened my room to let JJ out potty and I (against my better judgement) told Greg what the dog did. I figured it was the best stratgegy since he was intoxicated and in a good mood *grin*! Greg couldn’t figure out as to why JJ would have tore up the sofa either… I guess my next step is to either find a fabric that somewhat matches the sofa or get two covers for the sofa, I still have yet to decide.

UPDATE: Guess who decided to tear up the same comforter AGAIN on Sunday night? Yup, the terror (LOL) only now he decided to do the other side of the already ripped up comforter - more later!

As his punishment (like he knows, LOL) I am not taking him to the softball field today. I think when he woke up this morning he thought everything was fine – it wasn’t – so I quickly reminded him that I was still mad at him and why.
Right now I am having breakfast by myself at a local cafĂ©… oh who am I kidding, I’m at Dennys eatting breakfast by myself. Come to think of it, it has been a while since I have had breakfast by myself, I think the last time was when I was in Long Beach. Wow, that is a long time, I need to have more ME time this year. Maybe that will be my other New Years Resolution: to have more me time, pay off all my credit card debt and get married and have children. Well, the latter may not happen the way my love life is going but the intenion is certainly there.

Speaking of love and dating, my friend Kenny said he is going to find me someone to date. He seems to think that everyone I go out with is wrong for me and I need some divine intervention. This year I have gone on more dates then in the past but I think going on dates, meeting new guys and exploring my possibilities is not necessarily a bad thing. Kenny says that I classify everyone as being ‘nice’. I suppose that is true, that is my way of rationalizing that even the ones that are really jerk are 'nice at heart.' Ugh.. my french toast just got here, I am going to eat!!!

Sunday, March 16, 2008

BRIEF INFORMATION

Hey guys this is just a quick update on whats been going on in my life the past couple of days. Tick Tock, Tick Tock, Tick Tock Okay that's really all that is going on... yup, a whole lotta nothing!!!

Beckham Grill has been keeping me pretty busy and I've also been getting my home and space ready to start my position at Collin O'Neal (www.worldofmen.com). Friday morning Collin sent me two HUGE boxes with pretty much all the media I will need to get started: a laptop, a printer, a router, and a few computer programs were also packed into the big boxes Staples delivered.

Since injuring myself on that hike/climb the other day I've been trying to take it easy... the last thing I want to do is injure myself again. I was supposed to hang with OC Eric tonight but it slipped my mind that we were supposed to hang, I dont remember us setting any definite plans and now I don't know when we are going to hangout again... frustrating!!

Tonight I went to a party in Hollywood for my freind Jim's 40th Birthday party. The party had ample muscles and hot daddies... yummy! Well the guys aren't my type at all. Don't get me wrong, the men were way hot and masculine at that but nothing I could see myself dating (maybe sleeping with but not dating... I am kidding LOL LOL)
The food and the booze supply was impressive. The only complaint on the food was the personal trainer that seemed to be hovering around the buffet table making conversation with many of his friends about working out and things of that nature. It was one thing he was talking about fitness at a party where everyone was drinking and having a good time, but it was another thing for him to be infront of all the Cannoli's, Creme Brulee and other fattening foods.... DAMN HIM. I can tell he was silenting judging all of us with his big guns. LOL

Okay, it's time to turn the computer off and Soul Train (circa 1983) and go to bed.

Wait one more thought... actually No I'll save that for tomorrow. Good Night and Love you all!!!

Thursday, March 13, 2008

CHANGING HOMES

HUGE CRUSH ALERT!!!Damien Crosse moves from Titan to Raging Stallion. Ah, Damien... break up with Angelo already and choose me, choose me! LOL LOL, of course I am (only half) kidding and I love this boy to no end, such a good person to hang and party with *wink*!!

ELLEN AND WANDA DO CONTROVERSY

JUST WATCH... WELL WORTH IT!!!


SAGAT IS A FAGGOT!

My friend just sent me this. This is one more reason why I'm proud to call Francois my friend... he's so crazy and unpredictable - you never know what he's going to do next. His personality is crazy but very few people see this side of him. Francois at first can be very quiet but when you get to know him he is even more honest than I am (ask me about the car ride with him and my brother when my brother asks him if he likes Mariah Carey and San Francisco... such a funny story) and a funny person. FRANCOIS YOUR F**KING CRAZY.... KEEP IT UP!!!!

OUCH, OUCH... HIKING CAN HURT

Phil and I went hiking today - Eaton Canyon is going to be the death of me. Voyta and Phil can now testify, Phil especially!

We got an early start and decided to take a new trail that I've seen but never traveled down. It looks very sceneic and pretty - yah, not so much! Maybe we should have paid attention to the roughed-up sign that had no trail name or any other kind of information on it (above). Phil, never hiking on this trail, had no idea what he was getting himself into, but we both quickly realized that this adventure was only for the EXPERIENCED hikers! We climbed the mountain, literally! Climbing using our bare hands and sneakers, this was almost a direct uphill climb that rarely let us stand up or rest. Ducking under bushes, dodging falling gravel and rocks and jumping, hoping that we'd land safely, this was by far the most gruelling hike I have ever been on. I fell hard and bruised my leg up pretty badly as well as my thumb... OUCH!! Phil and I hoped to make it all the way up the mountain but Phil decided it was way too steep for us to continue after climbing for about an hour! Check out my pictures below!!!
I have to say the most enjoyable part of the hike is when I take my shoes and socks off and walk through the creek you must cross to get back to the car. The water is cold and clean, making me feel like I'm alive and living life. Does that make sense? I can't wait to go hiking and f$*k myself up again!

COBRA CATCH UP


I need to catch up on my blog, I realize this... sorry Karen and the three others that read my blog. I am almost finished with the posting that should have been up yesterday detailing my plans for the next six months... just wait for it, it will be worth it!

Okay so I there is a somewhat new band out there I think you should all know about. You might have heard of Cobra Starship because they contributed a song to the Snakes on a Plane soundtrack... okay maybe you haven't heard of them, LOL! Anyway, they were on Jimmy Kimmel the other night and you have to check out their total electric performance - the crowd is feeling it too, AMAZING. Just think Panic! At the Disco meets Flock of Seagulls ! Trust me, it's worth the watch and if you do dig it then buy their new album on iTunes called Viva la Cobra!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

MORNING TIZZY

Well I'm not having a tizzy... yet, but my mind is a bit like that lately - just a tease, I don't want to go into too much detail and give too much away!

Yesterday was a pretty busy day... I'm exhausted just thinking about it all. I'm not sure if I have told many of you but I plan to run the 2008 Pasadena Marathon on November 16, 2008 - just days before I turn the big 3-0!!! This will be the inagural Pasadena race and if you are interested in signing up log onto the following site: www.pasadenamarathon.org

I am training with my friend Anna and I really hope we go all the way and she is very patient with me. Most of you know that I completed the Honolulu Marathon in 2004, running for AIDS Project Los Angeles. My time was 6 hours and 3 minutes, keeping a pace of running four minutes, walking for one minute. This time I am going to try to complete the marathon without doing a run/walk pace. Is it possible? I am trying to not to doubt myself... I think anythings possible if I keep a positive mind!

Anna and I started our training yesterday at the Rose Bowl, we ran 3.2 miles (once around the Rose Bowl) and what a beautiful run it is. My brother, Greg, runs it almost everyday and now I can see why. The people and the scenery are both pristine... I hope Anna and I go back soon to train - maybe next time I will take pictures for ya'll!

After running I came back and watched the amazing movie Volver with my bud. Have you seen it? The movie is directed by Almodovar and if you've seen any of his other movies (Habla Con Ella, Amores Perros) than this movie you will also fall in love with. Penelope Cruz is absoultely adorable and her on screen mother, Carmen Maura plays her character so eloquently you want her character and the movie to go on forever. Without giving too much away, the movie bases itself on Maura's character coming back from the dead to 'fix' unsolved problems and mysteries. The movie is not a sappy melodrama that will make you boo-hoo cry because of the subject matter, but the story is unforgettable and very sweet... I recommend it!

After the movie I went to Hollywood to meet some friends at the gym, go tan and then hop over to MJ's to meet Galo and Kenny. MJ's is a must for anyone who wants to check out some hot gogo dancers and eye candy - although certain Tuesdays the candy can be pretty minimal.

Monday, March 10, 2008

BITTER SWEET

Celebrities come together for a good cause. I find it funny that Darryl Stephens, plays Noah in Logo's Noahs Arc, still won't grant any members of the media interviews if questions of his sexuality will come about, though he is quick to defend 15 year old Lawrence King, who was open about his sexuality and inevitably died because of who he was. Darryl Stephens should not be on this PA defending such a brave little boy who died because he was gay. It's so sad that Stephens will defend a gay man, play a gay man, kiss a gay man and even be seen at gay clubs but won't come out as one because he fears what Hollywood and/or his own culture might think. Yah I have a problem with this!

Thursday, March 6, 2008

WHO READS?

I went to bed last night around 12:30 and stopped blogging around midnight. Between midnight and now (9:35 a.m.) 20-something people dropped by my blog to see what I wrote. My question is: Who is reading my blog?

On a seperate note, the last few nights I have been plagued by terrible neighborhood dreams. These dreams are either extremely unique or just terrible, compromising nightmares that make me not want to fall back asleep. Why? Last night I had a pretty interesting dream that was so creepy I almost want to make it into a screenplay. The dream wasn't a complete story so if I ever did make a screenplay out of it I would have to embelish a little but the story was so LOST-esque that I think people could get lost in the story... literally!



I just downloaded the new Janet album last night. Have you heard it yet? So far my favorite song is LUV. The song is a lot of fun and some amazing lyrics. Her new music video for Rock With U just came out yesterday and it's a lot of fun. The song is futuristic and has an interesting sound, I am curious as to who produced it... not a typical Janet song, but it totally works!! Is it me or do half the dancers look like the dancers from her brothers Thriller video? Just a thought, check it out. All in all I am happy that Miss Jackson has a hit album. Discipline was named the number one album in the U.S. on Sunday - very cool. Her last number one album was All For You which was released in 2001! With the album hitting high charts Janet fans can most likely expect to see her tour during the Summer, I can't wait!

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

HIT ME BABY ONE MORE TIME

OKAY JUST ONE MORE YAZOO MUSIC VIDEO... I'M TOO HAPPY!!!

THEY'RE BACK!!!


I AM SO HAPPY THEY ARE COMING BACK TO LOS ANGELES IN JULY! YES, TRUTH BE TOLD, YAZ OR YAZOO, COMPRISED OF (FORMER DEPECHE MODE FRONTMAN AND) CURRENT ERASURE BAND MEMBER VINCE CLARKE WILL REUNITE WITH ALLYSON MOYET AFTER 25 YEARS. WHO WANTS TO GO? NEXT UP FOR TOURING... THE SMITHS!!!! THEY SHOULD HAVE BEEN PART OF THE UPCOMING CRAPPY COACHELLA TOUR!
CHECK OUT ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS BY YAZ...

THE BIG BROTHER TWIST


If you didn't tune in tonight to see the big (but expected) Big Brother 9 twist then log onto cbs.com to see the house be broken up into single players (rather than playing the game as couples) and Allison being voted out instead of Allison and Ryan.
The other HUGE twist is the chance for the viewer, YAH US, to bring back a player who has already been voted out of the house. Again, log onto cbs.com to do this! Who am I casting my vote for? For a minute I pondered voting Amanda back into the house because that would be some great drama, but then I quickly changed my mind to giving Alex a second chance. He got the short end of the stick being Amanda's 'soul mate', so I think he should be voted back. What do you think? Oh, Alex is also very worthy because he's sexy and from NYC!!!

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

BIG BROTHER EXPOSED


I am so thankful that I read Perez Hilton ten times a day. I don't subscribe to the 24/7 feed of Big Brother on CBS.com so obviously I missed the following clips of Crazy James, Chelsia, Sharon and Johshuah talking explicitly about sex. ANAL SEX ACTUALLY.

Some of the things they talk about are:
*Barebacking
*Gay Sex
a. Getting a Chili Dog (or as Josh would call it a Snicker Doodle)
b. Being a bottom
*Putting Cocaine on your C*&k to numb it.
*Coke in the Ass
*Female Butt Sex
*HIV/AIDS


Yes I did a formal outline. Click on the link below to see what I am talking about... Perez is the shit and I love him because he shows this shit!! Oh yah, one more thing, does the house kwow that James did gay porn? He speaks very, very freely about gay sex!!! I am so curious!!!

BIG BROTHER SEX TALK!!!

Monday, March 3, 2008

HEAVENLY DAY



The song above, incase you're wondering, is Patty Griffin singing "Heavenly Day."
Lately songs that create a certain ambiance and emotion really grab me buy the balls and suck me in. Griffin's song does exactly that.

I was online today looking at different blogs and noticed that The Sword did an amazing post of showing off porn stars baby pics! The two in particular that captured my eye and my heart were Collin O'Neal and Francois Sagats.


O'Neal (above), not only because he is my boss but because the picture looks EXACTLY like him... I LOVE IT Collin!!!


I love Francois' photo (above) because it looks nothing like him - I mean the smile is there but that'a about it. Speaking of Mister Sagat I spoke to him last night and found out some very cool stuff... I better keep my mouth shut!


Last but not least here is my baby picture. The Sword asked me to be a part but I forgot to submit mine in time. I am sorry Tim Valenti, next time I will make deadline *WINK*!!!

Good Night Ya'll!!!

MONDAY MONDAY


Even if I am technically writing this on Monday, the title of this blog should be called SUNDAY SUNDAY just because yesterday was so intense.

You see, my bud Dustin Tyner and I started having these Boys Bruncheon parties a few months ago and our second one was yesterday at Saddle Ranch in WeHo. The first was at the Sofitel Hotel's 'Rock n Roll Brunch,' and while it was a fun time, the brunch had small portions, and a big tab to go along with it... not necessarily my cup of tea.

Yesterday we had about 35 guys there to sit down, break bread and have bottomless mimosas. We all arrived there at 11 a.m. and it was not very because most likely because of the Los Angeles marathon that dominated the city. Unlike when we had my breakfast brunch at the same location the amazing staff set up six tables up for us almost immediately and got us seated and drinking. I believe a good time was had by all and it was also cool that the table behind us was 20 gay guys celebrating two birthdays - yah the entire restaurant was overwhelmed by gayness. Funny, there was this one bitch of a bartender who wasn't being the friendliest to us and at one point we saw her just glarring at our two parties with a nasty, smug face - BETCH!!

After half the group drove down to The Abbey to have more drinks. Oh, we also visited Fiesta Cantina and HERE Lounge... what a memorable day! Pictures will be up soon on my MySpace page so look for them... thankfully my savior T-Ball took some great pictures... we need to get him gigs doing weddings too... he is pretty amazing!!!

I have to head to work now to make some dough so I will most likely blog more tonight or tomorrow. Thanks for reading... talk soon!

Scotty B

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